Thursday, September 18, 2008
It's the "why" that makes one different from another.
i wake up sick inside, perfectly normal outside
unable to take, to feel, to comprehend
the things, the little indescribable things somebody
left there for me
i don't understand why, not at all
the simplication of mechanics
for everytime progression becomes an option
how, how will i encompass the implication
Wakarimasen; posted at 4:39 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Do people understand why?
Analogy.
If we take chess pieces, for an enemy piece to move forward the player has the option of forward or back. If an enemy moves back the player has the same option. But if the enemy moves forward, if the player isn't ready then there is no combat. If the enemy moves back if the player is ready there is also no combat.
@ =enemy
# = player
% =space
First part of analogy
%#%%@%
%#%@%%
Second part
%#%%@%
%#%%%@
it's between more or less chance. Interesting how probability can manage choice.
Wakarimasen; posted at 10:15 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
Every score written by pianist have their own stories, own musical formulae, own technique and flavor. Each score is designed, crafted and perfected through each pianist's own originality.
It is one thing to read from the score and play, another to modify, and of course, entirely different when it is molded from nothing.
Personally one day I wish to have my own self-designed music, and I guess along with all my other stuff I'll come to achieve it.
Wakarimasen; posted at 7:35 PM
1) Pet it to temporary cause it to be charmed and unwilling to attack
2) Tempt it food to disable its attacking abilities
3) Enter it's dead zone where it cannot charge nor bite to make it wary of you but just unable to be aggressive
4) RUN!
Wakarimasen; posted at 5:00 PM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Today I learnt how to cook spaghetti. It is a great upgrade from cooking instant noodles. I still need to find the recipe for omelette.
Beef, onion, sausage, mushroom sauce.
My mushrooms are queer.
"Your cooking skill has increased by one level."
Wakarimasen; posted at 3:37 AM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Maybe particularly it is how the things are occurring, that what I feel now is strangely the young kid I felt back in secondary school.
Random.
Stranger.
No previous background connection.
Just there.
When I think about it, a true blue authentic scenario, it just while seems extremely challenging, feels rathered, feels supposeded, instead of an option over what I have now.
Why... I don't understand at all. Maybe I am a neighborhood kid. I don't fit with the upper-classed events. The neighborhooded ones just seem nice to me. The walks, the morning, the bleary eyes and fading suns. The urbanised countryside I like, I love, I don't want to get out off.
Maybe it's time to shoo certain events from my life. I guess as long as it is optional it's okay.
Wakarimasen; posted at 10:08 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Perhaps it's my attunement to Luck, of which I am best friends with, that I discovered that Luck is achieved in various ways. It is random at best, but not always.
Luck is induced by, generating opportunities, so that eventually it will occur.
Also, it is created by simply doing what you are, it just comes along.
It is, also made by being extremely erratic and random, and to create as much confusion with reality as possible so that due to the queer situation it will happen.
Furthermore, long-term luck occurrence can be evolved from making opportunities ages back.
There is a skill to creating luck, and slowly, I am becoming better and better at hanging out with my best friend Luck.
Wakarimasen; posted at 12:45 PM