Sunday, July 27, 2008
Today woke up like, extra early, to send Si Ru to school. Just a simple event, turned into a big one.
And I want to remember this day. It was very... well, just read on.
In the morning to school I only meet like about 6-7 people of which I know. There's this aunty who does morning exercise, there's this uncle and his wife who goes to work on their bike, well the wife isn't always there... Then there's WeiSong's dad, who goes to work opposite I think? The only other person I used to meet is this other girl, one of my neighbours, but didn't see her. The rest of the people I meet in the morning would just be like, very random.
Anyhow, I was walking to the playground, when I saw the aunty. Wasn't thinking about meeting her, so this was a surprise. Usually I'm quite concerned about what happens next, and I try to predict what happens. However, it seems Luck has been with me since morning. Expect the unexpected, this was something that never worked, just till this morning.
So, well, one encounter was okay, so I said hi. I hadn't said my second sentence, the uncle and his wife says hi. I turn, I surprised. Well, this would be the second encounter I met both groups at once, but previously it was with the uncle only.
So, a bit stun, but I said hi, then the uncle goes on what I used to be short and stuff. AND THEN, my neighbour's dad walks past and says hi.
I stun. Totally stun. It wasn't everyday I sent anyone to school, secondary school, it wasn't everyday I woke up at 6 and left house at 6.30. And it had never had a chance to meet three people, four actually. The chances, well, it's pretty darn low.
I'm still shocked at the statistical value of the probability. But Luck is Luck, and when it happens, you can't change it. I love Luck. Lol.
Anyhow, I was sending my friend to school cause wanted to talk about a bit of problem I had, but during the walk to school didn't mention much about it. Mostly reminiscencing about past events. A few personal talks. Missed the old days.
Met this prefect dood I didn't like much, simply because he like very funny in social standing. Well, I think it had to do with seeing me send people to school in the morning. Anyhow, his long pants were altered to look like SKINNIES. Bleah. Guys + Skinnies. Well, my perception of such isn't of the crowd.
Anyhow, walk walk, then met up with this Jason guy, one of my friend's friend. He was wondering why I looked so familiar. Ay, ex-hougean leh deh. Lol. Ex-Hougean, sounds cool. 4 years of memories imprinted in that social ranking position.
Once I sent her off, with that Jason guy, met erm... Nick I think? Who was sending Vincci to school. Former said hi latter smiled. It's good to see people again.
Then I met Wilson on the bus-stop going home. It looked like Wilson, and when I approached, it was! Haha, had fun chatting about who went where and stuff.
He was making a lot of noise about me sending people to school. And I realized, he himself was guilty about that as well. Lol. So I made a lot of noise back!
Anyhow, the whole event was very nice. Meeting odd sorts of people in the morning. Well, did nowhere to solve my problem that I have, but at least it made me happy.
For some reason, I don't think about anything when I'm with my old friends. Don't think at all, don't think what's there to life, why's life like this, what's the reason for doing this, why am I committing to whatever or anything.
And I am not alone in my problems.
Secondary school, the worst foundation of my problems, but like the balance theory, so was the best foundation of my memories.
Totally random, this morning. All thanks to Luck.
And I wonder, when was it that I actually blogged about something normal? When life enters normality, even for just a morning, it doesn't just enter, it crashes into normality.
Wakarimasen; posted at 5:23 PM