Many of my previous theories on how things work used to, as discovered during the journey of my Psychology course, relied on the social and psychological model.
I've started attributing many of my older works to the newer model, biological aspect, and as of recent I've managed to procure a new theory, on most of my primary actions pertaining to commitment-based items.
I realize why I feel not much remorse, sadness, disappointment, loss and the normal emotions when I quit something or leave a group. And there's no density of presence and benefit theory even to make me feel such feelings. Even as young, I noticed I am more or less completely devoid of multiple emotions that a person is supposed to feel in accordance to a situation, such as death of a close one.
This base-lack of emotions mostly brings about the conversation between my parents and me that I have a low EQ (Lol). But ignoring that fact, coupled with the more or less innate ability to unable to feel a significant loss in the disconnection of commitment-based items, I am guessing that biologically this is a defense mechanism built by my body of which not in general people possess.
Defense mechanism for what? To prevent depression and thoughts of emptiness. For survivability, a biological aspect I have not discovered the true meaning yet. To exist, to move on, to continue the life, of questions why I can't explain, but these are the underlying reasons why I can't feel loss as bad as many others.
Something's about to break again, and this time, I shall see if this biological defense which I think it is a defense will step in.
Biological defense = a resistance to loss to prevent negative emotions from occuring so that the being can continue to exist without their mental faculties being tampered.